Crazy_Ashleigh_o5's Xanga

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Sat, 17 Dec 2005 16:42:04 GMT

((Hey Ashleigh! I Fixed Your Xanga!!! Becuase Your Such A Great Friend & I Practically Love You To Death! MUAH!))<3

NO MORE XANGA!!!!

MOving ON to MYSPACE

...umm kinda getting bored with xanga..
alot of fakes and such..
sooo umm yeah go ahead and Add mE
to my myspace

www.myspace.com/crazy_ashleigh_o5

k thank you

i will still check this sometimes..
but usually im on Myspace.
mmhmm
okay!

MMkbye
ashleigh

peaaaaace out. G

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 23:46:01 GMT

Pictures

cari.

cari and abby

Steven liver-man

g-r-a-n-t

mr.Jarrid

my jacub

more later

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Wed, 14 Dec 2005 00:46:13 GMT

hello.
well to be honest life has been hell ..
not very good...
lame,gay,homosexual,stupid,fag,sucks,bitch,hoe,skank,slut that is how life is being right now.
i absolutaly dread school now.. i dread the fact that Caty's dog died. That dog has been apart of there family for EvUUr.
so Caty: i hope you get to feeling better about it and your mom.
things will get better.

well about school.. Boys have been boys.. and im still not over someone.. it sucks.. BADLy.. you think i would after almost 2 years. yup thats right 2 freaking years i have been fallen for this guy. everybody just tells me.. "get over him" "he is nothing" "you deserve better" but to be honest its really hard to get over him and im sure EVERYBODY has had there problems or either sick of hearing peoples problems.. but this is real.. and im older now and i see things very different then i did the last years.
Last year going out with a guy was just having a boyfriend not taking it serious.. but this year has been extremly hard.
Im haveing feelings for people i thought i never would.

My grades our not doing good. im failing alot of classes. and it just seems im just not caring about school anymore and i know i need to because everything seems to base around grades.

im getting into alot of trouble with my teachers and parents.
starting to get in things that i shouldnt be getting into.

i DREAD school. i hate knowing i have to wake up and be at school. seems like a waste to me. You know you spend 8 hours at school then they expect you to spend another 2 hours on homework at home. You do your work at school then when you go home that means you Are DONE you shouldnt have to have school alllllllllllllllllllll day.

it seems like everybody has there future planned.. what college there going to and what they want to be.. and me.. i have nothing..
I know what i WANT to do that i really have no chance whatsoever. I just want to be able to be ok when i get older.. not perfect but just ok..

I dont know im just pretty much confused about things.
everything. im always about hurting someone.
my friends,boyfriends,X's, my family.
My dad always yells at me when i get home.
he wont shut up.
and my best friend Paula is going through crap. She gets in trouble for getting a grade that is in the 90's.. i would kill to have all grades like that. But whatever.

i do have my best friends Paula and caty and Durbin.
i dont know about Alyx anymore.. we dont seem close anymore.
but i guess thats just what happens when things change.

Im just super tired of feeling this way it hasnt been good for me for a long time things havnt looked up like EVERYBODY says..
i have been putting things in gods hands and it obv. doesnt work so im taking it all back and ill deal with it by myself. I dont need him to fix it anyways.

another thing im tired of. is when people say there in love with someone when they dont even no what the heck love is.. they think they no but they dont. ooo im in love with someone i have known for 8 min. WHATEVER! thats so lame get over yourself and grow up there is a difference between likeing someone ALOT and lust.. then the same as In love with someone.

btw.. i think thats cool looking..

well thats all i know what to say..
i dont like xanga i dont like my space.. idont like alot of things right now. BUT i will get over it one day. i dont know when the hell when.. but sometime.

***and Dont leave me comments about how you feel bad and feel better and crap.. just dont worry about leaving me those kinda of comments.***

Ashleigh

Sunday, December 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 04:02:28 GMT

So today i didn't really do much.. i kinda just wanted a day away from boys and just hang out with my best friend Paula Yup so it was pretty freaken fun.

of coarse we toook pictures and stuff..
but then we went out to eat at TExas RoadHouSe and goodness it was good like always. Her dad is so nice btw. haha well
Christmas Break is in a couple more days.. and then we will have 2 weeks off so that will be great. And im re doing my room which is going to be snazzy! well here are the pictures.

texas road house menu.

paula and me.. that flash was BRIGHT

yuk..

paula lol

paula and ME...

paula and me... again

pretty paula

umm then me..

paula and me again.

alllllrighty.
well that is it. sooo comment me pahleez.

</3 i love you but the same time i hate you.

<3ashleigh A

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Dec 2005 22:09:37 GMT

soo umm i didnt do really anything today..
school was cancelled but i did dye my hair

very different

mmmhmm wooo

ok comment me pahleeez

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 19:13:25 GMT

sooo umm..
i am not doing to swell in school..
soo my dad decided that im grounded until i bring up my grades.
which is pretty lame.

But whatever. Ill try to get on as much as i can..
but i still want comments because i will be able to get on in a couple of days.

but being grounded is sooo stupid.
ok sooo make me get off the computer then what am i going to do watch tv and talk on the phone?
i dont see why he is grounding me because it really doesnt make me want to be in school and do sooooo good all of a sudden.
maby for some kids it works. but nOt me.

ugh whatevUr i will always hate school.

ok well thats it sooo still leave comments please.
mmkbye.

btw its SNOWING!!!! (kinda)

kinda nasty outside

our christmas tree

peace

</3 Ashleigh

www.xanga.com/failure_quotes_x3 = my quote site

www.xanga.com/snazzyxxicons = my icon site

Monday, December 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 01:25:40 GMT

stfu

•"Would we still be good friends, If I told you I love you?"•

•

one day you look at a person 'n see

more than you did the day before

like a switch was flicked somewhere

& that person who was just a friend

suddenly is the only person you

wanna spend the rest of your life with•

Friday, December 02, 2005

Fri, 02 Dec 2005 03:38:58 GMT

h y

uhh...
wow..

...school is.. retarted.

////////EIDIT\\\\\\\\

so last night i went to Durbins house.
and caty,chris,bj,durbin(duh).jay,jeff,paula, and Krystal were all there and we had a TON of fun. it was the craziest night i have EVER had in my whole life. i loved it.

but chris,caty, and bj and ME all walked to my house yesterday after school and just hung out till we went to Durbins.

lol

lol my brothUUUR.

my bestest friend caty and my brooothur. bj.. lol

Bff caty and bj

bj and chris.. kinda blurry.

oooooook thats it.

what happened at Durbins house just doesnt seem real.

go to that i found it of me and briana. lol

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 01:46:31 GMT

my bestestest friend of alllll times. I <3 you Alyx.

<3 Bff I Love her to much.

my best friend D-Ditty.<3

and that my friends is my brother bj.<3

They are the most coolest people alive. and there ALWAYS there for me no matter what happens..
thank you.

So there is this boy.. and i just CANT get over him.

Monday, November 28, 2005

Mon, 28 Nov 2005 21:22:10 GMT

wow... today was crazy!!!
..not really but umm..yeah..

soo today was cool i guess. after 4rth period i walked out of the class and i looked WAY UP and saw umm DURBIN! and i was very suprised and i didnt know why he was in our school.. so i asked him and he goes there now. soo thats pretty Davashing.
My best friend goes to my school now! woohoo!

then i got to see my bestestest friend Alyx.
havnt seen him in a looong time.. 11 freaken days.!
geeezus.

umm what else.. im eating pizza.

oh yes i spent the night at Caty's house saturday and sunday.
a whole bunch of people came over.Paula,Daniel,Jeff,BJ and matt and steven .. so yeah.. lol. and we all just hung out. Then saturday night evrybody left and me and steven spent the night at Caty's house. then went to school.

so thats about it.
thank you have a nice day.

<3Ashleigh

** boys are hard to be happy with sometimes.**

peace.